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Dive In

"STAR-STRUCK BOKEH" © Graeme Law, 2010. CC BY 2.0.
STAR-STRUCK BOKEH” © Graeme Law, 2010. CC BY 2.0.

I find myself wanting to cancel meetings with my therapist. Avoid writing. Walk around the house with headphones in. I’m tired of talking, of explaining, of ruminating.

Spring is clawing at my window pane, but I stay in the other room saying, “Come back later. I’m not ready yet.” Hit snooze. Maybe I’ll try again tomorrow, but I doubt it.

Sisyphus.

It’s time to spend some time focusing my energy on getting out of the cycle I’m in. So I’m going to take a break from posting on this blog. Refuel. Find something I want to plant, to tend.

6 thoughts on “Dive In

  1. I go through that too. Netflix, a stack of good books, runs with music blasting, and lots of ice cream or fro yo usually help. Sometimes volunteer work-walking shelter dogs, food pantry, etc- helps me too.
    You’ll find something to plant, no doubt. Until next time… xo

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