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"STAR-STRUCK BOKEH" © Graeme Law, 2010. CC BY 2.0.
STAR-STRUCK BOKEH” © Graeme Law, 2010. CC BY 2.0.

I find myself wanting to cancel meetings with my therapist. Avoid writing. Walk around the house with headphones in. I’m tired of talking, of explaining, of ruminating.

Spring is clawing at my window pane, but I stay in the other room saying, “Come back later. I’m not ready yet.” Hit snooze. Maybe I’ll try again tomorrow, but I doubt it.

Sisyphus.

It’s time to spend some time focusing my energy on getting out of the cycle I’m in. So I’m going to take a break from posting on this blog. Refuel. Find something I want to plant, to tend.