My brain can’t carve out the words to explain this.
Can’t find a way to melt them together.

Can’t form anything cohesive.

I’m all spitting and cursing today. Teeth grinding out of my head.

No particular reason.

I’m just tired.
It’s just the weather.
Something in the air, I guess.

Only want to wrap up in a blanket
and crawl under the bed,
but I can’t sit still.

Arms, legs, fingers
fidgeting.

Throw punches, scream, yell.
Break down crying.
Laugh hysterically.

Some days are not made for existence.

Tomorrow I’ll try again.
Just keep trying again.

Again.